We're composing our funeral songs.
It's the seven day of fasting and im feeling really weak and tired. Had a soccer match just now and it was fucking fun until i vomited out nothing, which was really painful because there was nothing to be vomited out. Eyes were red and i could hardly breathe, dramatic huh.
Went to eat dinner at the nearby foodcourt and i had my fucking usual mee wanton. After 12 hours of fasting, i couldnt even finish one bowl. Neither could the others, we were just fucking thirsty for water.
Bring it to your lips and experience.
Friday
Sunday
Salvation.
Friday
Voices.
Excuse me, do i even know you?
Common tests are over and fasting month is tomorrow. It doesn't make a fucking difference anyway, you just cant eat or drink till sunset. What's so hard about it.
Celebrated by playing soccer at Tampines stadium and it was so fucking fun as we were playing in the heavy rain. It was so damn cold and everyone was super drenched. Especially the fucking obese people, i can see their black nipples from far.
Right after that, we went to watch the movie 'Where Got Ghost?'. It was fucking cold and my whole body was shivering and i couldn't even focus on the movie. Tariq was laughing all the way, even in the not funny part, which is really irritating.
It's not ironic, it's obvious.
Common tests are over and fasting month is tomorrow. It doesn't make a fucking difference anyway, you just cant eat or drink till sunset. What's so hard about it.
Celebrated by playing soccer at Tampines stadium and it was so fucking fun as we were playing in the heavy rain. It was so damn cold and everyone was super drenched. Especially the fucking obese people, i can see their black nipples from far.
Right after that, we went to watch the movie 'Where Got Ghost?'. It was fucking cold and my whole body was shivering and i couldn't even focus on the movie. Tariq was laughing all the way, even in the not funny part, which is really irritating.
It's not ironic, it's obvious.
Tuesday
Monday
Last Bit Of Sanity.
It seems like we're strangers.
I lost my ezlink today, what could be worse? Maybe i should exaggerate a little, just like Spongebob. In the episode when he lost his nametag, he lost his identity. Well, i lost my identity too.
Had an awesome match during pe today. I accidently sprained my ankle and my toe was bleeding somehow. What's the big deal, you just get to wear white socks now.
I always believe there is hope and i despise myself for it. They would never give me the same sacrifice, and i couldn't care less what my time is spent on.
I do keep promises, but i'm too afraid to fulfill them.
I lost my ezlink today, what could be worse? Maybe i should exaggerate a little, just like Spongebob. In the episode when he lost his nametag, he lost his identity. Well, i lost my identity too.
Had an awesome match during pe today. I accidently sprained my ankle and my toe was bleeding somehow. What's the big deal, you just get to wear white socks now.
I always believe there is hope and i despise myself for it. They would never give me the same sacrifice, and i couldn't care less what my time is spent on.
I do keep promises, but i'm too afraid to fulfill them.
Saturday
Hey Nightmare.

Previous trip.
Went to see a doctor in the morning to get my checkup done for my upcoming mountain hiking trip. Well after he checked all my breathing and stuff, one nurse came and she gave me one cup. And yes, i had to pee in the cup.
I studied maths the whole day today and im pretty confident about the upcoming tests. Next would be chemistry and social studies i guess. And omg, im fucking excited about the mountain hiking trip.
Fasting month is coming up and i'll be a good boy from then on. The bad part is, you can't be horny during fasting month. Sigh. Don't you guys remember Chun Li from street fighter? She can be a fucking pornstar.
Oh and somehow my new nickname is Fifi. Syafififififiq.
Friday
Goats On A Boat.
No need for introductions.
I've been chosen to go to Mount Ophir, in other words, Gunung Ledang. I'm fucking excited since this is my third time conquering a mountain, what an achievement. We're going to go rafting and i heard that the place are filled with eerie stuff. Maybe this will be the first time i would encounter a ghost.
Had NCC today and it was fucking torture for my juniors since they lack of discipline. While they're doing that, i went to the canteen to grab a bubble tea and lepak over there. I started studying since yesterday and i almost mastered maths.
I've read about people like you at the back of toilet doors.
I've been chosen to go to Mount Ophir, in other words, Gunung Ledang. I'm fucking excited since this is my third time conquering a mountain, what an achievement. We're going to go rafting and i heard that the place are filled with eerie stuff. Maybe this will be the first time i would encounter a ghost.
Had NCC today and it was fucking torture for my juniors since they lack of discipline. While they're doing that, i went to the canteen to grab a bubble tea and lepak over there. I started studying since yesterday and i almost mastered maths.
I've read about people like you at the back of toilet doors.
Thursday
Crushed.
Learning to save.
Studystudystudy, that's all i can think about right now. Due to some economic problems, papa would probably get fired from his job. Since most of his colleagues got fired since yesterday. But of course, they would still want me to pursue my studies and forbid me from getting a job.
It's time for me to push everything aside except my studies and my CCA points. My dreams were crushed since i could not apply to VJC even if i could as only those who take Amaths can apply. Oh well, Meridian JC will do i guess.
The reason i didn't come to school today was that i need to catch up with my studies. The reason i go to school was just to make friends i guess. Teachers aren't helpful enough.
Saving to learn.
Studystudystudy, that's all i can think about right now. Due to some economic problems, papa would probably get fired from his job. Since most of his colleagues got fired since yesterday. But of course, they would still want me to pursue my studies and forbid me from getting a job.
It's time for me to push everything aside except my studies and my CCA points. My dreams were crushed since i could not apply to VJC even if i could as only those who take Amaths can apply. Oh well, Meridian JC will do i guess.
The reason i didn't come to school today was that i need to catch up with my studies. The reason i go to school was just to make friends i guess. Teachers aren't helpful enough.
Saving to learn.
Wednesday
Hope.
Im a fucking marksman and i think i can become a sniper now. I'll be in the toilet and i'll fall down into this traphole and appear in a secret spy organization building with fucking hot mistresses. I'd love to see that fucking happen.
Went to have dinner with Tariq and Ashraf today at the nearby foodcourt and i ordered the fucking same thing again. Kinda relived the childhood memories i had with them, especially the time i used to be in malay dance. Luckily i didnt turn gay huh.
Went to have dinner with Tariq and Ashraf today at the nearby foodcourt and i ordered the fucking same thing again. Kinda relived the childhood memories i had with them, especially the time i used to be in malay dance. Luckily i didnt turn gay huh.
Tuesday
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